Saturday, February 11, 2023
Salman Rushdie's FURY
Saturday, January 14, 2023
Goodby Breakfast with Konrad
Konrad has been visiting Big Frank for the past month or so. All good things come to and end and so Konrad is heading back to Krakow tomorrow. It's been wonderful having my son with me for such a long time. Big Frank is a lucky father to have such a loving, considerate, and eminently responsible son. He is a great father, loving husband, and makes his dad proud.
We went to the City Diner, located in the River Market part of Kansas City. It's right down the street from the loft where Big Frank lived prior to his moving out into the suburbs of Parkville.
Monday, January 9, 2023
FALLING
Big Frank toppled recently. He woke early in the morning and went to take a leak. The next thing he remembers is he is on the floor. This is the first time in his life that he fainted and he is lucky that his injuries were minor: some scrapes and a soar neck. However, the task now is to discover what took him down and he is on that like stink on a monkey and will see his doc tomorrow for his opinion as well, of course.
Today's posting is to inform the rest of you just how prevalent and dangerous such falls are in the U.S. According to the CDC: "in 2014, 28.7% of older adults reported falling at least once in the preceding 12 months, resulting in an estimated 29.0 million falls. Of those who fell, 37.5% reported at least one fall that required medical treatment or restricted their activity for at least 1 day, resulting in an estimated 7.0 million fall injuries." Furthermore: "Falls are the leading cause of fatal and nonfatal injuries among adults aged ≥65 years (older adults). During 2014, approximately 27,000 older adults died because of falls; 2.8 million were treated in emergency departments for fall-related injuries, and approximately 800,000 of these patients were subsequently hospitalized." In fact "Falls are the leading cause of fatal and nonfatal injuries among persons aged ≥65 years (older adults)." All of this information and quotes is taken from the CDC.
It turns out that there is a particular kind of fainting that appears to cover Big Frank's fall. It is called micturition (or post-micturition) syncope. This is fainting while urinating or immediately after urinating. It is thought to be due to a severe drop in blood pressure. Micturition syncope is common in older men like Big Frank and usually happens when getting up at night from a deep sleep, which is exactly what happened.
Friday, January 6, 2023
Alexander Anthony
Thursday, December 8, 2022
The Benevolents
The Benevolents (click link to view) came out in 2021 under French title ''Les bienveillants' and was directed by Sarah Baril Gaudet. In the film the viewer goes into Tel-Aide Montreal call center. We follow a group of volunteers in training. The key to their important work is learning how to listen, "the importance of vigilent ears in a society of loneliness."
The volunteers listen to callers, lonely, desperate people calling to talk. They let the callers talk and through comments and questions affirm that they are there listening and that they HEAR what the caller says. They are the ears in the darkness that affirm the callers humanity and allow them to name their pain. We all could benefit from this training. The rare often lost art of listening is so life affirming.
This film is part of a series of short documentaries by independent filmmakers available through the New York Times online. These include a spectrum of films from emerging directors to Oscar winners from around the world.
Thursday, October 20, 2022
"In the Distance" by Hernán Diaz
Håkan is a huge guy when he arrives and then throughout the novel he keeps growing. He always stands out - first because of his hugeness and secondly because of his limited English, which is compounded by his shyness. He tries to avoid problems/trouble, but cannot. As he travels ever eastward Håkan meets a strange assortment of frontier folks: a crazy Irish gold prospector, a woman with no teeth who keeps him as her plaything, a naturalist seeking life's secrets, a sadistic sheriff and amoral civil war soldiers.
In the end our hero is driven to hiding in the wilderness, living in dugout dirt homes, and trapping and foraging for food. Years pass in this manner and Håkan loses himself in the rhythm of fixing his tunnel/house, trapping, picking wild plants, cooking, and doing all the previous over and over again.
Wednesday, October 19, 2022
Anderson Paak- Come Down (live)
And you talkin' all that shit, now come on
You gon' have to back it up (ay, you gon' have to back it up)
II might never come down (I might never come down)
Thursday, October 13, 2022
Andrew Jackson
- Running at the head of a national party;
- Fighting for a mandate from the people to govern in particular ways on particular issues;
- Depending on a circle of insiders and advisers;
- Using the media to transmit a consistent message at a constant pace; and
- Using the veto as political, not just a constitutional, weapon.
Tuesday, October 11, 2022
Winnie the Pooh in China
Big Frank has been communicating off and on with a Chinese academic who writes about Emily Dickinson, often doing so from a Buddhist or Daoist perspective. Big Frank even published a couple of academic papers on Emily Dickinson and Daoism. The two of them are probably the only two in the world reading Emily Dickinson from a Daoist perspective.
Recently, their exchange of messages has taken a more political bent following the the tense confrontation Taiwan faced from China for hosting Speaker of the House, Nancy Pelosi. Big Franks's friend indicated that many in China were advocating that Pelosi's plane should be shot down! This was accompanied in her message with deprecating remarks about our president calling him "Sleepy Joe."
Big Frank recently replied to her on this noting the pervasive censoring of many digital platforms (gmail, Youtube, and Twitter). And Big Frank did a small experiment in sending her a message that included a reference to their President as Winnie the Pooh. The image when meant to refer to Xi Jinping is banned in China. There is an interesting array of such images that have been used in the past. Here are a few.
This is a good place to start. You can see below Xi Jinping and Obama and their counterparts Winnie the Pooh and Tigger.
Monday, October 10, 2022
"Knee Deep," Paul Beatty, and D'Anjelo
Saturday, October 8, 2022
Just Go Around It
Just Go Around It
by Big Frank Dickinson Thursday, October 6, 2022
Aphorisms!
Aphorisms to Make you Think
Big Frank was recently presented by Magne with a great collection of aphorisms, The Oxford Book of Aphorisms. As is written on the back: "This anthology demonstrates to the full how brilliantly the aphorist can illumine the hidden truth, or lay bare the ironies of existence." Below, Big Frank has selected a few gems that give the reader pause as the hidden truth slowly emerges.
"One's real life is so often the life that one does not lead."
Oscar Wilde
"Try to arrange your life in such a way that you can afford to be disinterested. It is the most expensive of all luxuries, and the one best worth having."
W. R. Inge
"We discover in ourselves what others hide from us, and we recognize in others what we hide from ourselves."
Vauvenargues
"It is so many years before one can believe enough in what one feels even to know what the feeling is."
W. B. Yeats
"Exuberance is beauty."
William Blake
"Those who never retract their opinions love themselves more than they love the truth."
Joubert
"One keeps saying the same thing, but the fact that one has to say it is eery."
Elias Canetti
"Explaining is generally half confessing."
Marquess of Hilifax
"Pleasure chews and grinds us."
Montaigne
"Happiness is a how, not a what, a talent, not an object."
Herman Hesse
"Selfishness is one of the qualities apt to inspire love."
Nathaniel Hawthorne
"The pleasure of love is loving, and we get more happiness from the passion we feel than from the passion we inspire."
La Rochefoucauld
"The offender never pardons."
George Herbert
Sunday, August 7, 2022
18th Harvard Studies & John Quincy Adams
Saturday, August 6, 2022
John Quincy Adams - One of our Finest!
In March 1843, Adams visited the Washington, D.C., studio of Haas for a portrait sitting, becoming the first U.S. President to have his likeness captured through the new medium of photography. This sitting took place nearly 15 years after Adams had served as the nation’s sixth President (1825–1829). At the time, he was serving in Congress as a U.S. Representative from Massachusetts.
Adams meticulously maintained a diary from 1779 until his death in 1848. He noted in his diary the taking of this portrait session in March 1843. He wrote that he walked to the photographer Haas’ studio at 9 o’clock in the morning “my hands in woolen lined gloves bitterly pinched with cold. Found Horace Everett [U.S. Congressman from Vermont’s third district] there for the same purpose of being facsimiled. Haas took him once, and then with his consent took me three times, the second of which he said was very good—for the operation is delicate: subject to many imperceptible accidents, and fails at least twice out of three times.
Adams' diary writing was begun at the urging of his father, John Adams. He urged his son to keep a journal of "the events that happen to me, and of object that I see, and of characters that I converse with from day to day." What a great prompt for a journal. It obviously inspired Quincy Adams for he started in 1779 at the age of 12 and continued for the rest of his life. On the front of the first journal, a small sheaf of papers bound by a string was written "JOURNAL BY ME." As he progressed Adams later bought five-hundred-page hard-bound volumes. By the end of his life, he had filled up 51!
Below is a cleaned up version of his portrait that can be found in the Metropolitan Museum of Art.
Saturday, July 30, 2022
Dirty Money
The series includes two years of programming that came out in 2018 and 2020. Each season has 8 episodes of one hour each. The first year focusses on such areas as the Volkswagon emissions scandal, payday loans, Donald Trump/confidence man, and then in the second season Wells Fargo's fraudulent banking practices, Prime Minister Najib Razak theft of Malaysian funds, slumlord Jared Kusher and more.
"Dirty Money” shows us plenty of crooks, but also shows how it is all too often the systems or lack thereof that allow those people to thrive. The price we pay is huge in terms of the millions of people impacted along with the environmental degradation. This is a current that runs through all the episodes and ties it together as firmly as the corruption.
Big Frank's one reservation about packing so much corruption on one series of films that many, like Big Frank, binge watch, is that en masse it leaves the viewer feeling helpless to oppose such corruption displayed on such a massive scale.
Friday, July 29, 2022
Tuesday, July 19, 2022
The Wire - Songs
"Way Down in the Hole" is a song written by the singer-songwriter Tom Waits. It was included on his 1987 album Franks Wild Years, which was later made into a stage production. The song was used as the theme for HBO's The Wire. Tom Waits' version of the song was used in season two of the five-season show. You can listen to Waits' version below.
A different recording was used each season. Versions, in series order, were recorded by The Blind Boys of Alabama, Tom Waits, The Neville Brothers, DoMaJe, and Steve Earle. The version for season four was performed by Baltimore teenagers Ivan Ashford, Markel Steele, Cameron Brown, Tariq Al-Sabir and Avery Bargasse.
Here's Steve Earle singing his version live. By the way Earle appeared in the series as a very sympathetic drug counselor who strove mightily to get Bub off drugs.
Big Frank is currently in the process of watching all five seasons (on season five now). The interweaving of separate plots lines, characters, and themes over the five seasons in masterfully done. The characters are well rounded and go through growth and disintegration as befitting the lines in any real person's life. Baltimore is the backdrop to the series that focusses primarily on the police departments and a wide cast of cops running from those on the beat up to higher ranking officers and commissions as well. Interwoven throughout are stories of the dock workers, the political landscape, the educational system, and the newspaper.
Here is an excellent review of the series from its fifth season. Surprisingly the program garnered few awards while it was still running. Some attribute that to its dense plot line and the fact that it was set in Baltimore rather than LA. However, now, looking back, it is solidly listed among the best television series ever and often in the top two or three.
Monday, July 18, 2022
Today's Forecast -- HOT
However, not to worry; Big Frank got AC! However, those without AC - some 10% to 15% of American homes -- they have to figure out a way to keep cool during this heat wave. According to Gregory Wellenius, a professor of environmental health, some 5,600 people die per year in the U.S. from excessive heat. The human body functions best at 98.6 degrees. When the temperature outside exceeds that, cooling the body becomes very difficult. “In an average year in the U.S., heat kills more people than any other type of extreme weather,” says Kristina Dahl, a senior climate scientist at the Union of Concerned Scientists. An article in The Scientific American from last year enumerated how deadly such heat can be by citing fatalities from last year's Northwest heatwave: "Hundreds of people died in the recent Pacific Northwest heat wave, according to estimates: there were at least 486 deaths in British Columbia, 116 in Oregon and 78 in Washington (by comparison, hurricanes have killed an average total of 46 people a year in the U.S. over the past 30 years)."
Not to make light of the threat of heat, but rather out of an urge to keep cool as cool as the Hippy Dippy Weatherman, George Carlin, there is this.
Sunday, April 24, 2022
David Buck Patterson
"April is the cruelest month, breeding Lilacs out of the dead land, mixing Memory and desire, stirring dull roots with spring rain. Winter kept us warm, covering Earth in forgetful snow, feeding A little life with dried tubers."
It turns out that T.S. Eliot's "The Waste Land" is an eminently apt poem for today. While composed over 100 years ago, the central question of the poem on whether the wasteland of the modern world can regenerate itself is as central today as it was a century ago. Beyond that the world in 1919 was in the midst of a world flu pandemic not unlike what we are facing today.
That corpse you planted last year in your garden,
Has it begun to sprout? Will it bloom this year?
Or has the sudden frost disturbed its bed?
Oh keep the Dog far hence, that’s friend to men,
Or with his nails he’ll dig it up again!
Big Frank has no lilacs but has mixed memory and desire in this cruelest month of May through his genealogical work (memory) and its record (desire). While "The Waste Land" is, no doubt, an unusual springboard into genealogy it seems to be connected to pretty much everything else so why not? The connection, tenuous Big Frank agrees, is the year 1919. That year the Flu Pandemic of 1918-1919 was raging and that is the year that Big Frank's Great Granduncle, David Buck Patterson, died.
Big Frank is back from a marathon drive cross county - out to Sacramento and back. In all it was a total of 8 full days of driving, mostly done at top speeds of 80 mph. No speeding tickets; however, Big Frank did get nabbed by the California Highway Patrol for passing in a no-pass zone, an infraction that has cost him $280.00 plus some addition $40 in online traffic lessons to keep the points away from the insurance company!
While in California Big Frank's daughter, Gina and Big Frank had a terrific time visiting wine country and it's summer resident, Jack Stack, working in her yard, playing with her cats, meeting her friends and visiting Loyalton, CA to gather family history on Big Frank's great granduncle David Buck Patterson (1826 - 1919). He was born in Hammond, NY, moved to Jefferson, Wisconsin where he ran a logging gang and then bought a team of oxen and traveled cross country to prospect for gold on the Yuba River. He struck gold and parleyed that into a saw mill, renting donkeys, setting up a meat packing business, and finally running a ranch in Loyalton. He was one of the original settlers there. His portrait is in the local museum and there are streets in town named after him.
Tuesday, March 15, 2022
Happy Birthday, Pam
Today is Pam's birthday and so Big Frank started the day with baking a cake. This is a spice cake, which Big Frank baked in a standard rectangular pan. Then after taking it out, Big Frank decided that he wanted a double decker cake. He had looked for two round cake pans but found them not. Not to be outdone, Big Frank took the cake out of the rectangular pan and then after cutting it in half, he stacked the two halves and applied cream cheese frosting. In the end with the frosting running out it turned out somewhat disappointing. See below:
Big Frank, in addition to the cake, gave her a telescope. This particular one is called the Celestron EQ70. It will allow her to observe the moon, the planets, and moons of the planets along with some of the constellations. We spent a good two hours putting the damn thing together. Big Frank sometimes wonders who are the nitwits that write the instructions on how to assembly such things. Big Frank tried Youtube as well and was disappointed. The best instructions were given by a guy speaking Hindi, a language Big Frank is not familiar with despite the fact that he his brother Fuzz often feigned knowledge of its cousin tongue, Punjabi. So Big Frank turned down the sound of the Hindi instructions and followed the assembly silently on film. In the end this is what Big Frank and Pam ended up with. See below:




















